I have always been scared of fire alarms, when I’m told at school that there’s going to be a fire drill, I’m always really scared and I get to the point where I’m shaking. Literally shaking. Because you never know when it’s gonna happen first of all, and the sound is just so loud and scary. It comes straight into your ears. It’s actually a really annoying sound.
Also side note, this is Harper on a new account, I switched accounts today, because I’m more recognized by this username.
Anyways back to the point, I’m not scared of much else other than that, but regarding something else, And I don’t know if anyone else experiences this, but I do not like complete silence. I always like there to be a noise around me or something that I can hear. For example, if I don’t sleep without any background noise come up for example, a river, an ocean, or anything else like that, I will not sleep. I repeat, will not sleep. I don’t know why. It’s just been me. It’s just how I function. I guess it’s because I just like hearing noises. Like, even when I’m at my computer and not active, I can still hear the fan, and that gives me some kind of noise. It’s just how I function. I have to hear some kind of noise to be able to sleep or other things. Or, when I’m in complete silence, I won’t get scared or anything, I’m not that type of person, I’ll basically just think, quote OK, it’s too quiet. And it’s boring. Let’s do something. Quote and then I’ll go do something. But I just can’t live without no noise. I function with noise. Anyways does anyone else feel the same way?
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The K-12 school which I went to would do early morning fire alarms every month. Imagine knowing that you're gonna be woken up by it at like 04:30 to 06:00 at any time in the month. Anxiety levels went to 101 when they started doing them in the main buildings because we all knew that the dorms would be next.
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not even a year ago i had to change my siri voice to the original because the one that i had when it would talk at night it'd have this terrible paranoiac thing that it just the voice at night i couldn't hear it and it i don't have i never had the issue except for that one time but i had to had to change it because it was a safety precaution um i thought that if i kept it going on and it kept going off at night i was gonna have a paralysis and then it was gonna have that voice be a trigger so i changed it luckily i didn't have actually i don't even remember if i had a paralysis attack those damn things are provoked like i gotta be so careful what i do at night because those are provoked my own voice my own voice my own voice provoked them once when i was younger like i had to whisper after 6 p.m because my own voice would provoke my brain to go into haywire mode and i get really i get like a paralysis attack i get multiple like throughout the night that's before i could control it better what the fuck why is it really just plays whatever it wants anyway um yeah my own voice when i was little it stopped only when i got older for some reason which doesn't make sense i don't get i don't get it but anyway yeah those are some more for me you guys are just getting an inside scoop of the possible lobotomy i'm gonna get
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ringtones of any type first week you're like huh ringtone is cool i like it it's my favorite song or whatever like oh it sounds cool nice melody second week i'm like okay it's a ringtone it works third week i'm like turn this shit off like a family member right they have the old phone ringtone it's like every time someone calls them it's like right and they always keep it at 100 right so i'll be reading or something right a few meters away from them like oh the book is good real nice really nice really nice i like it i like it nice book yeah oh interesting interesting and out of nowhere and i just jump you and it happens for everything i just hate ringtones
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okay i throw you on the ringtones one because i can't have xylophone ringtones go off at night it freaks me out like any other ringtone actually technically if any ringtone goes off in the middle of the night and like wakes me up i will hear it in my head and it'll get like all warped and and like freak me out so is that my dad what the heck is he speaking okay i think he just this is standing in the middle of the hole maybe you get distracted so easily i have adhd anyway um so i guess if xylophone ringtone goes off like before like in at night when it's dark outside like everything freaks me out even like people i don't know why i have a weird.... i need to start going back on my like sleeping medication but um work through it might you yeah i don't know yeah so if someone like will tell text or call me and like in the middle of the night it scares the crap out of me and like like one time the strum ringtone went off in my dream and it was so loud and i woke up like terrified and i could still hear it apparently my grandpa's phone was ringing and that's why but now every time his phone rings i remember that dream and it like freaks me out so i think i think the main thing that has sounds scare me is when they go off in dreams and i don't like the dream and then i just don't like the sound anyway enough of hearing my annoying voice