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My cat dont have tail and He isn't fluffy I'm sad
I can't figure out why, but I have ups and downs of emotions. October was a good one, November was just about as good, then I went back to my old judgemental self where only the past mattered in part of December, and I knd of went in and out of that for no reason. Same thing in January, then I had a full-on what I call life loop in February. I felt like my mind was trying to be it's old bad self, so I stopped being social for about five days because I knew anythig I would say could be harmful or could come off as rude so I cut that off at the root. But for some reason, I got better over night to an acceptable state. April was an alright except for the grief, but that is a different story. For whatever reason, I went into another life loop in May, but this time at the beginning I was irationally angry at everything and everyone. About five days ago, I have been feeling like my October self, just really good inside. I don't have that much emotion, but that is because it has a good ballance of control, so every emotion is good. Alo, for whatever reason, in May I have sleeping issues, and I think it is because of the sunrise or something. I just want to feel like how I am forever, waking up earlier than the alarm because I got enough sleep, going to bed early, just that calm state but always ready to jump up and have fun for whatever reason, controlled but still wild. It could be something about hormonal changes of something. Maybe I feel good because of high testosterone from a growth spirt, maybe it was too high before and now it's ballanced out. It all goes to say that emotions have no rhyme or reason sometimes, they come and go at their own will.
Have you ever felt, or wanted to feel, a state of emotional void? Do you want to not care, just not care? I have to study for exams in economics, history, geography and religion. Very nice. But instead, I'm sitting here biting my nails and thinking about weird stuff. I miss. I miss the stage in my life when I didn't care about anything and went through the ages with positivity. Dad uses the same perfume since then. But, he's not the same person. Or maybe my perceptions have changed. I have an uncle with some issues coming out of a breakup and he has a drinking problem. He also had something like this a few years ago with his first serious relationship a few years ago when I was still optimistic. I wonder if the world has changed, or if my perception is different. Someone explain why? Why do emotions usually make no sense and why do people change? Why do we change and why do times change. Why can't we freeze time? Anyway, some sleep deprivation is noticeable and I barelly make sense so bie.
Meow meow meow
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balls to the wall! lol just kidding
I just am a cat, thats a problem! meo purr meo purr meo purr purr meo!
well, so tired of medisons, if you didn't take it, you will be so lazy, the way that you wana walk, but you're, uh, i can't, i just wana stay here, and its so damned to take it because, especially if you had a million meddisons like me, a complete random, your hand well be broken because of the searching, but, ya, i'm still happy, btw i'm not that old you might think, i'm just 18
Hello... How are you? ...
could be better
Getting sick of many things. lonelyness, questionable relations, other mental stuff, you name it. Maybe current life even. I guess this is it in short, no need to put something long who cares.
The sun is a deadly laser.
idk
furieus getuur
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I don't have any feelings right now I think?
Scohol needs to fcking burn!
I just don't understand some people on sundays especially my dad he is usually less happy those days, and its always family day, and those are super bland
i remember when i first explored the polls thing, this poll was the last poll created so i voted, and my imotions was really negitive, so much, but now after idk more then 2 months i believe, i'm now in my best status, and i just really wana thank you for this, no one mostly get a chans to let go of everything, but you gave the chans
Now, think of a fake name to sign your text with, and introduce it here.
andri
This is shadow. It comes from a state of mind I was stuck in from May 2022 to September 2022. I did the same thing but just in a different, annoying way. After a close friend telling me to think about things when I did another minor thing wrong, it was just a small break of one day, something changed in me and then I really started to branch out, becoming my old self, wanting to explore, but just more mature than I was before.
No one special
Calvin Clain
nigga
signed by the ultimate bastard, verbadem
cattoilett the combination of me, and my beautiful place to shit in!
idk lol btw, no, thats the name, because i use shortcuts a lot so ya
Lacach oops no, it's not Lacach, it's Chacal, nice meet to you!
TheHappyDolphin
Wee shee xiong hang wang kaw wee wong wing tih shih shaw we xiang ha'h. Like that chinese fake. Lmfaoo. My nickname. Captain McOi
Mister Krabs
gerda
roflwafle
Steve.
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klaus diter
Doctor Fredderick Finkleschitz
jon zheng xiao
not fake, it was keyboard meow and now yuki