today doesn't feel much like a story day. A spring day is actually with us. The temperature is around seventy degrees and there is a warmth coming through dappled sunlight. I can smell the wisteria which is so lovely this time of year. Kids are actually starting back to school. It is almost like the old or before times.
Yesterday I played a electronic game,it is Guess the Fake. The instructions to play this game, there is question each time, and you have to guess it's a fact or if it's a fake. I recorded the match which my mom and me playing this game, I am the orange player, and my mom is the purple player.
Alright! Yesterday evening i excepted Jesus in my life. I am now a christion. Some friends of mine know about that, some don't. I mean. I had nothing to lose, and i felled like i'd had the need to try it out. That's a quick summery. Don't know what else to say without getting to much into detail i don't needa write publicly. Just that. What is your definition of christion guys. Is it that you have to do stuff? Or is it only that you have to believe. Would be interesting. Cuz it actually is the second.
The famous quote from James is "show me your faith without works and I'll show you my faith by my works". If you sit on the fence it is hard to justify Christianity, but anyway, back to topic.
I've reinstalled Audacity for its ease in multi-track recording. that's what I've been up to in my daily life. I'm a long-time player of Super Egg Hunt and I'm about to get all the trophies in the paid version. Well, not much more to tell. I have a good life, though it may sound boring from what I've reported here. I blog about some other aspects of it. I have a stable relationship, marriage, and I'm very happy and content.
one time i jumped to the water from 5 meters high platform. i didn't know that it will end up not so good. but i landed on my... butt. and i was crying: pain in my butt! i was young and i had big experience jumping to the see from 2 meters.
o that reminds me! I was at the swimming hall 2 days ago. Really has been a long time i haven't been in 1. So basically in the end of the time i jumped from a 1m diving board just to come in a little. After that i directly went over to 3 m. Basically for some reason i felled unsecure on the 1m just cuz i always thought, also when i was little, what about when i smash into the ground instead and failjump. And it went well. But on the 3m i had no douts, jumped, and landed brutaly. My butt was hurting, and i had some really weired and stupid headache sorda thingy for like 5 minutes. My teacher couldn't stopped laughing and said if i would've been only moving down my legs, but o well. Nice anyway. Lol.
@marc, a bit late to the party, but the following is my opinion. Nobody is perfect, and nobody can live up to absolutely all the morals set out by the bible or your nearest priest who preaches the word to you every Sundie but then goes dancing in his Cadalac Escalade with 4 beautiful young women. Humans are inherantly inperfect creatures. All you have to do is live a good life. Don't steal, don't kill, etc.Live good with people and it is my belief you should be fine. Faith is important to, pretending to be higher than everyone else purely to get passed St Michael isn't going to get you anywhere. If you don't believe what you're doing is truly to serve a devine being then it'll all be for not. I'm a Christian as well, but I reject the extremist nonsense that allot of people enjoy pushing. You don't have to go to church to worship, you don't have to spend 8 out of 24 hours praying, etc. And the last thing, nobody knows your relationship with god but you, and don't forget that, and don't let anyone else have you believe otherwise
All that I survey, I could easily destroy. From time to time, it is important to remind these small creatures of the true extent of my power.
so. Many things are true here. Like i said, the people said that the only thing you really have to do is believe. And no. Trust me. I don't sit there many hours and pray, heck, i don't even do so much other stuff. I continue living normal. But it is better now in a way maybe. Also nothing against them, but in this point i don't understand other religions. They say they have to do this and this to satusfy there, god or what ever but heck, a human is to underdeveloped to be able to satusfy a god. I don't believe that there exist several gods anyway.
In July of 2015, I experienced my first, and hopefully my last, black eye. I went to sit down in my room, didn't realize the TV table was in front of me, and cracked my fucking eye on the corner of the table! The left half of my face was covered in blood, as it was the left eye that was hit.
How do you reboot your computing machine? You put your feet through the computer screen!
Every day feels the same to me since I started using opioids. I describe many stories related to this on polish forum quite often, so maybe that one won't be a bad introduction to my more personal stuff like a struggle with one of the hardest addictions ever. ;) Once upon a time I took to much pregabalin and needed to pick up my medications to avoid getting sick. Pregabalin works like a better version of alcohol or benzodiazepines combined with warm opioid blanket in the background. I approached someone on the street to drive me to the nearest pharmacy to have a next dose at evening. Any of harmful situations that could possibly happen has not come through my mind at all... Back in february i had to go to E-R with massive withdrawal symptoms. 12 lost hours and I jumped out of the driving car even that night, but I got a prescribtion for buprenorphine. It's not important if you abuse opioids, or are on substitution programme like buprenorphine or methadone - they treat you the same way. You are a piece of junk just because you're an addict.
Here is a funny storry for you. I know this was a few years ago, but I do not remember when. So I was getting ready for bed in my room, just about to lay down and watch my usual youtube videos. So my dad slept in the room next to me because that was the same room as where he works from home. That is besides the point. anyways, I hear this loud sound in the room next to me where my dad is. It was a combination of a laptop dropping and a hydro flask dropping. Those were the two things on the nighstand in there. Then, very shocked, I ask: :What just dropped?" and instead of telling me he tripped over the laptop wire, he goes: "Daddy". to this day I still laugh about it.
revival! Alright story lets go. My mom and sister were having a fight and my sister wanted to see a taylor shit i mean uh uh swift consort. My mom did too but vacation was coming up. Without asking my sister, Mirah, she sells the tickets for 6 thousand. The next time I got home, I'm up in my room. You hear my mom talking to my sister right, then you hear my sister running while crying. Mom was like wana have a shopping spree? She says loud and clear in a whiney cryey voice, I don't want a shopping spreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! I proceeded to make fun of her for the next week .
Trussville roll: Deep-fried, smoked salmon, crab salad, cream cheese, topped with mango sauce, sweet soy-reduction, green onion. MMMMM
I finally made a short audio edit on Reaper! Before I'd use audacity for years, but it's not as quick, efficient and comfortable for me as Reaper is. I was afraid to use Reaper for a long time, since I thought I'm not competent enough, but now I'm speeding through it and learning something new all the time :)
I wish I could be nicer to you Techboy. I really do. I don't enjoy anyone feeling uncomfortable on a platform I'm with them on, but you're proving yourself to be so utterly unlikeable. Not only do you tear others down, you mock your sister for genuine distress, you constantly talk crap about other's work and others in general, and you're just so negative. Constantly. Learn respect and you'll get it in return, and maybe mom will respect you enough to not make you go to bed a whole minute before your bedtime.
Good dogs, a sharp blade, and his princess are all a knight needs.
